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Sunday, May 8th, 2011

Time:10:22 pm.
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Monday, November 1st, 2010

Subject:06
Time:8:00 pm.
Mood: anxious.
Day 01 – Introduce yourself
Day 02 – Your first love
Day 03 – Your parents
Day 04 – What you ate today
Day 05 – Your definition of love
>Day 06 – Your day<
Day 07 – Your best friend
Day 08 – A moment
Day 09 – Your beliefs
Day 10 – What you wore today
Day 11 – Your siblings
Day 12 – What’s in your bag
Day 13 – This week
Day 14 – What you wore today
Day 15 – Your dreams
Day 16 – Your first kiss
Day 17 – Your favorite memory
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday
Day 19 – Something you regret
Day 20 – This month
Day 21 – Another moment
Day 22 – Something that upsets you
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry
Day 25 – A first
Day 26 – Your fears
Day 27 – Your favorite place
Day 28 – Something that you miss
Day 29 – Your aspirations
Day 30 – One last moment

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Sunday, October 31st, 2010

Subject:04 & 05
Time:1:48 pm.
Day 01 – Introduce yourself
Day 02 – Your first love
Day 03 – Your parents
Day 04 – What you ate today
Day 05 – Your definition of love

Day 06 – Your day
Day 07 – Your best friend
Day 08 – A moment
Day 09 – Your beliefs
Day 10 – What you wore today
Day 11 – Your siblings
Day 12 – What’s in your bag
Day 13 – This week
Day 14 – What you wore today
Day 15 – Your dreams
Day 16 – Your first kiss
Day 17 – Your favorite memory
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday
Day 19 – Something you regret
Day 20 – This month
Day 21 – Another moment
Day 22 – Something that upsets you
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry
Day 25 – A first
Day 26 – Your fears
Day 27 – Your favorite place
Day 28 – Something that you miss
Day 29 – Your aspirations
Day 30 – One last moment

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Thursday, October 28th, 2010

Subject:03
Time:12:19 pm.
Day 01 – Introduce yourself
Day 02 - Your first love
Day 03 – Your parents
Day 04 – What you ate today
Day 05 – Your definition of love
Day 06 – Your day
Day 07 – Your best friend
Day 08 – A moment
Day 09 – Your beliefs
Day 10 – What you wore today
Day 11 – Your siblings
Day 12 – What’s in your bag
Day 13 – This week
Day 14 – What you wore today
Day 15 – Your dreams
Day 16 – Your first kiss
Day 17 – Your favorite memory
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday
Day 19 – Something you regret
Day 20 – This month
Day 21 – Another moment
Day 22 – Something that upsets you
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry
Day 25 – A first
Day 26 – Your fears
Day 27 – Your favorite place
Day 28 – Something that you miss
Day 29 – Your aspirations
Day 30 – One last moment


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Wednesday, October 27th, 2010

Subject:02
Time:9:01 pm.
Mood: blank.
Day 01 – Introduce yourself
Day 02 – Your first love
Day 03 – Your parents
Day 04 – What you ate today
Day 05 – Your definition of love
Day 06 – Your day
Day 07 – Your best friend
Day 08 – A moment
Day 09 – Your beliefs
Day 10 – What you wore today
Day 11 – Your siblings
Day 12 – What’s in your bag
Day 13 – This week
Day 14 – What you wore today
Day 15 – Your dreams
Day 16 – Your first kiss
Day 17 – Your favorite memory
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday
Day 19 – Something you regret
Day 20 – This month
Day 21 – Another moment
Day 22 – Something that upsets you
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry
Day 25 – A first
Day 26 – Your fears
Day 27 – Your favorite place
Day 28 – Something that you miss
Day 29 – Your aspirations
Day 30 – One last moment

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Tuesday, October 26th, 2010

Subject:Meme
Time:1:27 pm.
What does one do when there is nothing else to do? Steal a meme. DUR.
[jacked from bottled_faerie ]


Day 01 – Introduce yourself
Day 02 – Your first love
Day 03 – Your parents
Day 04 – What you ate today
Day 05 – Your definition of love
Day 06 – Your day
Day 07 – Your best friend
Day 08 – A moment
Day 09 – Your beliefs
Day 10 – What you wore today
Day 11 – Your siblings
Day 12 – What’s in your bag
Day 13 – This week
Day 14 – What you wore today
Day 15 – Your dreams
Day 16 – Your first kiss
Day 17 – Your favorite memory
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday
Day 19 – Something you regret
Day 20 – This month
Day 21 – Another moment
Day 22 – Something that upsets you
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry
Day 25 – A first
Day 26 – Your fears
Day 27 – Your favorite place
Day 28 – Something that you miss
Day 29 – Your aspirations
Day 30 – One last moment


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Tuesday, August 31st, 2010

Subject:Reasons
Time:5:24 pm.
Mood: chipper.
There are reasons for all things in life. I'm a firm believer of that.

That isn't to say, however, that explanations are full of good reasons. "I didn't feel like it" is, into and of itself, a reason. It's not a very good one, but it still holds water--albeit, for a short time. This is, again, not to say that you might even understand your explanations or reasons.

A reason for something isn't always good, it isn't always moral--hell, it isn't even always logical. A reason simply is. It is fabricated justification for something. A reason is real and a reason is a semblance of order of words that you pull out of your ass or out of the sky or out of a man long dead that you've never spoken to.

Your reason may be as good as mine, better, or total crap. You might understand your reason and I might think that you've just spontaneously sprouted another brain that houses the Easter Bunny as its sole commander; this fuzzy creation of somebody else's reasoning has now taken over your mouth and started spouting bullshit, therefore making you batshit insane.

How can I claim to have this much understanding of your reasons for doing something? How dare I? Who am I but a mere college student?

The answer is that I just know. Or, rather, I dare because I feel like it. Or, even more correctly, I have upwards of sixty creatures living in my brain telling me that I have to understand something other than myself for them to continue living, to continue breathing, to continue being.

In other words: I am batshit insane and my mouth spouts nothing but bullshit when the occasion calls for it.
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Thursday, July 15th, 2010

Subject:Getting reacquainted
Time:1:51 am.
Mood: weird.
*taps on screen*
I almost forgot I had one of these things. Wow. Isn't it amazing what insomnia can drag out of you?


Dear LiveJournal,
Remember when I was that stereotypical whining teenybopper girl? I don't want to go back to that. I have a strong desire to write about something, but nothing really important.
I hope you can deal with that, LJ, because I'm going to be a shit.
Love always,
Tenley


I'm a 19 year-old college student with a part time job and loads of expectations that have somehow been heaped upon me. I stay to myself a lot and there are times when I love it. There are times when I hate it.

I'm hating it right now. That might be the lack of sleep making it all the worse, but I really just don't care.

I've been taking Benadryl to make me sleep at night--do they have a twelve step program for that? I don't think so...Anyway, I haven't taken any tonight. Mainly because I don't want to know what happened to my flock of sheep with absurd little anime eyelashes or the dogs that got loose in the grocery store. I think that I can just sleep by myself tonight, even though I might miss the deepness of the tranq-effect.

I'd like to think that my thoughts have matured over time, that I'm no longer that weird little girl that went insane over her favorite anime characters, got caught up in the Twi--oh, shit, I can't even say it--craze, and freaked out over the insignificant dribble that was middle and high school. Damn. Looking back makes me feel old.
And isn't that a kick in the teeth.

I still love my anime. That is not something I'm ashamed of.
I am ashamed that I watched the HSM movies and enjoyed them. I am also ashamed that the third one made me cry. However, that was a cultural experience and I'm glad to have experienced it. As much as I will not tell anybody that I know what they're talking about when they reference it, it was fun.
I still love my vampires. They have continued to use my brain as an apartment complex--they added a new wing and multiplied very quickly. I love them to death.
I still have an insane amount of little critters that I love dearly. They make me smile. Sometimes, I wish I could just live with them in that little tank filled with plastic rocks.

It's almost two AM and I've written about nothing and everything.

Somehow, I feel better now.

Thank you, LJ, for listening.
AGAIN.
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Friday, January 1st, 2010

Subject:2009 - another chapter over.
Time:11:09 pm.
I shall put up the obligatory new year's wishes here.
*****HAPPY NEW YEAR!*****
</.obligation>



2009 was the year I graduated from high school, officially starting the most terrifying experience of my life thus far: college. There have been wells of stupid thanks to idiots and lots of love thanks to friends and family. I lost a beautiful friend, kept the ones I still have dearer and closer to my heart because of it, and learned some things about myself and others. AVATAR rocked, Sherlock Holmes was not what I expected (I'm not sure how to digest it), and I didn't get to see The Blind Side. Twilight continues to melt the brains of girls (tween through menopause) everywhere, my dog continues to be psychotic, and I continue to live through it all.


Some things will never change, but I know that 2010 has to be better.

There's no other way to go from here.

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Tuesday, November 10th, 2009

Subject:Writer's Block: Famous last words
Time:6:39 pm.
If you were close to death, what would you choose for your last words? To whom would you want to say them?

"I love you."

They're the best last words spoken by one of my best friends.
I would say it as many times as I could.

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Friday, October 23rd, 2009

Subject:Walter Brooks
Time:12:31 am.
Mood: indescribable.
My beloved friend Walter Brooks passed away Wednesday morning.

He was the sweetest person you could ever hope to encounter. He didn't have to know you to make you smile or talk to you. No. He'd just come right up to you, announce his presence, and give you a hug or a look and say something to make you smile. The entire world was beautiful to him and everything should make you smile as far as he was concerned. Whether it was an epic game of duck-duck-goose with the drama club or a heart-to-heart with just you, Walter was there for whatever you needed.

A beautiful candle light vigil was held on Thursday morning. I couldn't go, but I could feel the love from where I was.

Please, everybody. I know this seems like it could never happen to you or somebody you love, but my little faggot passed away due to complications from H1N1. He was a perfectly healthy 18 year-old otherwise.

GET VACCINATED.


Walter Brooks
1991 - 2009


Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance

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Thursday, October 1st, 2009

Subject:the tank.
Time:10:42 pm.
I don't know how I forgot to mention my new babies.

JEEZE.

Hm. Well, anyway, I recently came into ownership of several pretty little fishies. At one point I just had three mollies and a betta fish. Unfortunately, two of my mollies died (do to over sexing, I'm sure. T_T Both of my girls, too) and so did my betta (he tried to sex her up too), and I was left with my lonely little molly boy, Spot, in his huge tank by himself.
SO!
I went and got two dwarf gourami. And I named them Tiger and Lily. Yes, they are both boys, but the names were already picked out. Tiger's the smaller of the two. Lily is a bad ass. That's pretty much it for them.

Then I was very sad to not have a betta as I've always had at least one for the past four or five years. Jay, being my loving boyfriend who isn't very good at keeping fish, gave me his tiny betta girl, Ginger. I put her in the big tank with Spot, Tiger and Lily, terrified that they were going to eat her. She pretty much told them all to fuck off and claimed herself a plastic plant in one corner of the tank.

School was ending and...the science teachers were cleaning out the tanks and giving away the fish...
So I got a pleco. And named him Midnight. And he lives happily in my tank with my other babies.

Hm. THEN I was being ignored for an extended period of time, so I took the dog to get his nails clipped. Which means I went to go look at the fish. The store had female betta in a community tank! I was so excited that I got Thelma and Louise. I hadn't realized how huge ginger had gotten until I put the two new girls into the tank. I was terrified that she was going to kill them just for breathing her water. Luckily, though, she was content with just making sure they knew she was the HBIC.

...I think the dynamic has shifted again.
Thelma likes to hang out near the bottom of the tank with Midnight--this relationship is doomed.
Spot spends most of his time trying to have sex with Tiger and Lily--they are all boys and do NOT breed the same way.
Ginger and Louise are spending a lot of time just chilling next to each other--these are my two big fighter girls.
I think I might have gay fish.

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Wednesday, September 30th, 2009

Subject:Things I never thought I'd do, but did in college.
Time:10:48 am.
Mood: amused.
So. I've been in school for about a month now.
Already, I've done some weird shit that I'd never thought I'd be doing.
I feel like a running tab is necessary.
So here it is.

Tenley's things she'd never thought she'd do in her life, but college has made happen:

1. Eat Octopus
2. Take a ghetto shower in a public bathroom
3. Put her hand in a cow stomach
4.
Artificially inseminate a cow uterus. No. Not a cow. Just the uterus.

And I expect to add to this list.
Regularly.
Oh, boy.
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Sunday, August 30th, 2009

Subject:moving
Time:1:36 pm.
Mood: irritated.
This school and moving shit? Really getting to me.

I am about five minutes from a nervous collapse.

If my brother doesn't stop talking about moving my stuff from the bathroom and into BOXES, I will kill him.
Slowly.
With much pain.
It's still my fucking bathroom. I still live here, just not when I have morning classes. Fucker.

...

WHAT THE HELL IS IT WITH iTUNES?!?!?!?!
the past three songs:

P!nk - Please Don't Leave Me
Blue October - Let It Go
Nickelback - Never Gonna Be Alone

Congratulations, Universe. You have kicked my ass splendidly. -_-

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Thursday, August 27th, 2009

Subject:Pure, unadalturated WIN.
Time:9:41 am.
Mood: impressed.
I went to an Otep concert Tuesday night. We were right up at the stage.

WIN






If you see the person next to you standing still, I want you to smack them down. That's what you get at an Otep show~!




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Tuesday, August 25th, 2009

Subject:school
Time:9:32 am.
So, school's starting up again. Hoshit, yay.

I'm going to UMCP and have no clue what to really expect. *bangs head against wall* I have a vague idea of where the buildings are and everything, but I still kinda want to puke from pure...ugh. I hate change.

x___X
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Thursday, July 30th, 2009

Subject:Writer's Block: Technology’s Impact on My Family
Time:10:59 am.
Mood: amused.
How has technology impacted the quality time you spend with your family?
Holy shit, I'm here, aren't I? That speaks for itself.

*kills internet self and gets on with real life*

...
*for a while*

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Sunday, February 1st, 2009

Subject:...ain't life some shit?
Time:8:05 pm.
Mood: pleased and amused.
SO!

I applied to UMCP back in November and I've been waiting for a response since then.

I got accepted.

Rawkin, right? Right.

But here's the real shit:
I got my acceptance in an EMAIL.

WTF? XDDDD

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Sunday, November 30th, 2008

Subject:Little Girl Anthem
Time:9:44 pm.
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Friday, August 15th, 2008

Subject:[sorta] NEW!
Time:12:06 am.
Mood: ecstatic.
O___O

So. My summer has consisted of total BS. I was cool with this.

Yesterday, I went to Sandy Point with the boyfriend, Manda, and T. However. We needed to get some things clarified before we went, so I called my mum. We talked and everything was hunky dory.
I ran around like an idiot to get some stuff together only to hear my phone ringing my mum's ringtone. So. I ran upstairs.

"Hello?"
"How much are you willing to put down on a car?"
"...Huh?"
"We're looking at one and it's not a thousand dollars--more like seven. How much are you willing to put down?"


 The conversation between my mother and I went on like that for a while before she finally gave up.

"Here. Talk to your father."
"Hello?"
"...Hi."
"What's up?"
"Mom just asked me what I would put down on a car and I told her whatever I had and then she put you on the phone."
"Oh. How much you got?"
"Seventeen hundred."
"Okay. How about a thousand."
"...Okay."
"Alright. Bye!"


So. I have a car now.




YES!
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